25 1 / 2013
Tomorrow my brother will be going to pick up my moms ashes. Just the thought of it makes my heart hurt. I keep hoping that this has all just been a bad dream that I will soon wake from. Everyone says that time will help ease the pain.. but it only seems to be making it worse. I miss her more and more each day.
25 1 / 2013
If love could have saved you, you would have lived forever.
I miss you so much mami. Not a moment goes by that you are not on my mind.
22 1 / 2013
Today makes a week that my mom passed. It was also my first day back to work. It was emotional and frustrating. I miss my mom so much that it just doesn’t seem real. I still feel like I am in a daze. I have a new view on life though and am motivated to make better choices about my health so that I can be here in the long run for my girls. Today was my frist day at the gym.. and although the trainer pushed me to limits I would never have gone.. I am proud of myself for being able to complete everything he asked me to do.
I love you Mami!!
19 1 / 2013
"If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane, I’d walk right up to heaven and bring you home again."