28 1 / 2013

Printing this out and putting it on my desk today!

Printing this out and putting it on my desk today!

(via fitspo-addict)

25 1 / 2013

Tomorrow my brother will be going to pick up my moms ashes. Just the thought of it makes my heart hurt. I keep hoping that this has all just been a bad dream that I will soon wake from. Everyone says that time will help ease the pain.. but it only seems to be making it worse. I miss her more and more each day.

25 1 / 2013

If love could have saved you, you would have lived forever.

I miss you so much mami. Not a moment goes by that you are not on my mind.

22 1 / 2013

Today makes a week that my mom passed. It was also my first day back to work. It was emotional and frustrating. I miss my mom so much that it just doesn’t seem real. I still feel like I am in a daze. I have a new view on life though and am motivated to make better choices about my health so that I can be here in the long run for my girls. Today was my frist day at the gym.. and although the trainer pushed me to limits I would never have gone.. I am proud of myself for being able to complete everything he asked me to do.

I love you Mami!!

20 1 / 2013

One more reason to be Team Stefan!!

One more reason to be Team Stefan!!

19 1 / 2013

I know that my mom is now pain free in heaven dancing away like she always did. Mi flaca bella como to extra├▒o!!

19 1 / 2013

"If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane, I’d walk right up to heaven and bring you home again."

19 1 / 2013

Mami I miss you so much. Through our ups and downs I know that you always loved me unconditionally and never turned your back on me. A lot of who I am today is because of you.. regardless of whether it was good or bad I learned so much about life through you. Although at times I feel cheated by life for having lost you when you were only 50 years old and still had so much life to live. But I am thankful to you and know that you will never really leave me side. Mami you are now my angel. Te quiero con toda mi vida mi flaca linda.

19 1 / 2013

This song hits home every time. Some things are beyond our control and the important part is knowing when to let go.

19 1 / 2013

It seems to be the only way to keep myself from getting hurt. Up they will stay!

It seems to be the only way to keep myself from getting hurt. Up they will stay!